first update in forever and first thingy in the new year hellooooooo i am back god knows what ill do. anyways hi im back w new music mostly bc i wanted to do something about the rivnet but my tablet is out of battery and everything else would require too much thinking so here we are hello
so today is totally inhaler hellooooo its about time i did this one its like the main reason i even made absolute faves in the first place p much. anyway i dont have anything really big and important to say about this just that i feel like shit and i needed to cheer myself up so i went to absolute faves and this played and immediately it felt like maybe things will be fine or in the words of inhaler themselves it wont always be like this its also the reason it made it on the me and maikel playlist even though it has nothing to do with emma at all its just sm that makes me feel good sm that makes me feel like mem again idk if that makes sense
sorrry i guess this more of a diary entry than it is a real song entry so um lest see one of the main reasons its on the absolute faves is because the music itself is like really good the start with just the like beat and then the music slowly bit by bit starts building is rreally good to me like it feels like you know when youre making a thing out of legos and youre putting everything together or when you draw digitally and you finally make add all the layers together and you get the full picture you were going for thats what it feels like to me like it feels accomplished even though all i did was sit here and wait for the music to do its thing and then the singing starts and then it goes back to being small again with only some of the layers which is just easy and comfortable and chill and the way they immediately start building the song on the word totaly idk its just good its nice and then the chorus which has one singular sentence but somehow it just works and all the music is back which like lifts it up again and gives you the little boost like yeah why DOES it hurt him so much even though i havent even listened to the lyrics fr yet so i dont even konw whats hurting him i still somehow feel invested and idk the melody the way they sing the way the music and the words are kind of in harmony its all so good i really got rusty didnt i all i can say about thigns are 'its good' 'it sounds nice' anyways i guess kind fo the same as with devils advocate where theres just the line in the music that keeps continuing throughout the entire song thats really sometihgn i found out i enjoy a LOT apparently
ok ive looped it for the 4th time now i dont think ill get to like say anything intelligent about this um just know i enjoy this song a lot and theres a reason its on the absolute faves and it makes me feel good and nice even though the main words are literally why does it hurt me so bad so um yeah go listen